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The film reveals its autobiographical foundation from the onset. The
setting is a village at the foot of Mt. Osore in Aomori, where Terayama
was raised. Renamed 'Terror Mountain' in the film, Osorezan is famous
for both its strong sulfur smell and for the existence of itako, female
shamans who act as mediums to communicate with the dead. The village
and its inhabitants are presented through the eyes of a
fifteen-year-old boy who is being raised alone by his mother. The boy
(nameless, as are all the film's characters) suffers from typical
adolescent angst, but finds little understanding from his overbearing
mother. Desperate, the boy visits an itako to speak to his deceased
father, but finds little solace.
The life of the villagers is dominated by the inherited weight of
rural tradition, something Terayama considers dangerous. Superstition
abounds in the village. A young unmarried woman giving birth has rules
barked at her by a gaggle of black-clad old women peering in from the
doorway; she suffers a miscarriage, and as a result is tormented by the
women. Such superstitions are used as a metaphor for the burden of the
past in present-day Japanese consciousness. Traditions are carried out,
yet nobody can actually explain why. Conformity is critical to the
point that every house in the village is governed by the time of the
family clock.
Standing in opposition to this conformity is a traveling circus that
has arrived in the village. The life of the circus members is equally
as ritualistic, though unlike the obscure nature of those in the
village, theirs are often about sex, violence, work, and play. The boy,
peering through the tent flap, sees his first example of hedonistic
behavior in the form of an all-out orgy, which causes him to flee in
terror.
Falling in love with the married woman next door, the boy asks her to
elope, offering them the chance to escape the oppressiveness of their
village lives. At their moment of escape, the narrative suddenly stops
and we are in Tokyo where the director has been showing this film to
friends and colleagues. The director (clearly Terayama) worries that in
choosing to make a film about his past he might end up exploiting his
childhood and creating little more than a cheap spectacle. At a smoke
filled bar his art-critic friend assures him that he must go on with
the film, adding, "if one isn't freed from one's own memory, then one
isn't free." The director, still living with his mother, meets his
teenage self and decides to return with him to re-correct the mistakes
of his past.
This time around, things are slightly different in the village.
Accompanying his younger self, the events this time are somewhat more
akin to the truth. His mother now physically prevents him from eloping,
and the woman he loved has run off with a lover. The young unmarried
woman gives birth, but drowns her baby and runs off to the city.
Witnessing this, the director convinces the boy that the mother is at
the root of all these problems and that he must kill her. By doing
this, he will be free to escape his own history. This odd twist on the
Oedipal fantasy is further enhanced when, on his way to kill his
mother, the boy meets the woman who had fled the village, now returned
as a prostitute. Against his will, she takes his virginity in a lengthy
scene that mirrors the one in THROW AWAY YOUR BOOKS, though instead of
a brothel the scene takes place in a temple. Whereas Eimei suffered
from his mother's absence, here the boy is smothered by her overbearing
presence.
Terayama stated in a 1977 interview that "if we wish to free
ourselves, wipe out the history of humanity inside of us and the
history of society around us, we must begin by getting rid of our
personal memories." That the boy berates his adult self by accusing him
of distorting his youth shows how difficult it was for Terayama to
reconcile his fantasies with reality. As the final shot of the film
proves, the line between the two is often blurred. |